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Mood: secretive Feeling: secretive Obsessions: shoes, boots, chocolates, yoga, sleeping, darkness, black Favourites: Keanu Reeves, Southpark, Simpsons, Alien1, Hannibal trilogy, strawberry, pineapple, lipgloss Irks: assignments, datelines, insomnia
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005 I wonder what happened to all the words? Saturday, October 29, 2005 Googlism for: adeline
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I don't hate stress actually. A bit of stress is good, it gives me a thrill that means live is worth living. But too much stress makes me the person I hate to be. A person lacking inspiration but motivated to battle stress. A person who is more inclined to self-destructive antics. A person who sees boredom and pointlessness in things. I know once this streak evaporates, I will bounce back. Until then, this is all I have to rant for the moment. ~there are times, plenty of times I wish I could let it go~ NiN Monday, August 22, 2005 Stay tuned for more Nicholas Tse... Also stay tuned for world's original supermodel Cindy Crawford... Friday, August 19, 2005 Got to photograph Nicholas Tse when he was down here for his promo tour ![]() ![]() ![]() Tuesday, August 02, 2005 My head is throbbing, my eyes smarting. I'm bored to death and all I can think of right now is doing something crazy... you know like in a crowded swanky restaurant, just start a scene like, I dunno, really getting into a major pash session with a girlfriend I'm having lunch with. Just for thrills. Nah... I'll just do something mundane and drive around... oh but.....
I feel even more helpless and lost cos i don't have a car with me. At least when I hav my car I know that I will be able to be a horrid driver at the end of the day and tat is something to look forward to somehow no matter how far fetched that sounds. Sometimes, occassionally, randomly, I just need a thrill in my life, but no matter what I can never find enough thrills in my life and each time the thrills only seem to scream self destruction. Had been sick last week with fever and a bad case of diarrhoea. Felt completely empty and just flat out VOID. Like I seriously needed to be filled with anything and everything. Yesterday evening was the start of being able to eat something and keep it in and today is looking good on the road to recovery. Although I do get tired easily and still feel somewhat weak. Oh and yes I still have a constant need to be filled as of now this very minute! I feel like a retard, just suddenly need alot of attention but just too tired to scream for attention and I know that when I get back all I wanna do is take a shower and sleep. That is what I wanna do recently, just sleep, like I said I get tired easily and I hate it. Whenever I'm hyper it is only in my mental state, I am no longer the physically self eventhough my voices in my head are screaming in hyperactive dispositions. Sunday was shopping and I was hyper as ever, but every now and then I need to take a sip of my honey water to keep myself from passing out and I had had to sit every so often to keep myself from stumbling. I was practically breathless. Suddenly my heart is sinking and sinking so deep and so low. How am I gonna fish it out of its depths and keep it afloat? ~Illusion is the first of all pleasures~ Oscar Wilde Saturday, July 30, 2005 Just another Saturday morning... was cruising to work in my dad's Lexus and I have to admit that I like it lots. I always like Saturday morning drives cos its mainly stress free
But today there was some stress... mainly road hogs. Like from the top of the Sunway bridge I could see the long line of cars stuck behind this ONE (1) road hog. Like why can't these ppl be considerate??? Just because you like life in the slow lane... just go onto the slow lane and take your fucking damn time there ok. Ok ok so manybe I am not the fastest driver on earth, but I enjoy the fast lane the way it is... FAST and basically smooth flowing. Oh oh one day I will dedicate one whole post on driving in Malaysia... it is unbelievably delightful... in the most notorious way ever. |
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